I have not been doing much writing this past week. The only thing on my mind has been getting my two older children ready for their spring break trips. The only thing on their minds has been leaving! So getting them to concentrate on chores, homework and studying for exams have been all I can handle.
Packing! UGH! You know how it goes. Getting them ready and realizing everything they have is too small and washed out.
"What happened to the socks I just bought? What do you mean that was last summer?"
"You cannot take that underwear! Gotta have new underwear just in case there's an accident." That's my mother's wisdom.
"Are those the shoes you've been wearing?"
"What do you mean you only have one belt?"
"You are not taking that shirt."
So...I've spent a lot of time making lists, shopping, and packing.
I carefully planned each bag of luggage and backpack. They have everything they need and more. I mean down to Kleenex and hand warmers.
So they've been gone a couple of days. Each child on each side of the country.
East Coast |
West Coast |
Yes, I'm a mess. I want them home but excited that they are away. I am worried about kidnapping, blizzards, earthquakes, and a sudden case of early onset Dementia. I know I'm crazy.
My youngest is home with us by himself and HAPPY! He's in their stuff. He's playing their games, in their rooms and eating their snacks. Heaven I tell ya! HEAVEN!
My daughter has been gone one day and I've heard from her by 3 calls and many texts. My son has been gone for four days and I've gotten two calls and two texts! BOYS! Of course after I threatened to show up, I immediately got a call back. Funny!
I've been getting pictures of them and they are not wearing their clothes according to plan. Shirts, shoes, pants are all mixed up and they are HAVING A BLAST!
I am so excited for them!
I know...
They will remember the songs they sang on the bus ride. The view from the plane window.
They will joke with their friends.
They'll eat junk.
They will stay up way later than they need to.
They will forget to call.
They will lose something.
They will laugh uncontrollably.
They will see something that will remind them of home.
They will miss home.
They will want to come home.
They know that their father and I will be here ready and waiting!
I look at the pictures of their sweet faces and I think...
I hope they know.
I hope they know how much they are loved.
I hope they know the sacrifices made in order to get them there: Hours of work. Money. Time. Preparation. Prayer.
I hope they know that they are blessed beyond measure to have these experiences.
I hope they know that they are surrounded by people that love and care for them.
I want them to know that each step has been planned and on purpose. They will use this information again. Something will happen in their lives and these experiences will be useful. They are creating memories and being prepared for the next season of their lives.
I hope they know how much I want them home but not before they see all that's planned for them to see and experience.
I hope they know.
And then I cried.
I wonder if the Lord thinks that of us.
I hope they know..
Really know the sacrifice of dying for them.
I truly love them.
I hope they know.
The plan of defeating death for them so that they can live.
The plan I have made specifically for their lives.
The care and protection I put into them daily. I have surrounded them with people who love them.
Each step. Each experience. All have been planned and on purpose.
They have been equipped.
They are chosen.
They win.
I hope they know.
How much I want to hear from them daily.
That I will never leave them or forsake them.
How much I want them home with me but not until their time and experiences are complete.
I am with them and I hope they are aware that I know...
Their experiences. Their joy. Their pain. Their prayers.
I know they will forget to talk to me. Read my Word.
I know they will mess up. Lose something.
I know they will laugh.
I know they will cry.
I know they will miss Me.
I know they will want Me.
And I will still be there. Ready.
And then I cried!
Blessings!
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